hey! just to let you guys know I am here! Im in florida!!! Madison...you should call me!!! lol. u should remember the number. but yeah...omg! I hate flying into miami!!! They LOST my luggage. The bag that just happened to have all of my freakin clothes in it too!!!! ARGH!!! i have no jeans cept for 1 pair, only a couple shirts here with me and no freakin underwear. I put all that crap in the one that is lost, and I only have one pairof shoes and they get so uncomfortable after a while. Im so mad... but yeah besides that I am so glad to be back here!!! Just someone get in touch with me, even if its just a lil note saying HI! lol. o yeah!! Im 15 now too!!! I am so happy!!! I should be gettin my permit any day now! lol. well I gotta go read a book for stupid honors english. Yeah I gotta take that next year. well ttul.
hey, It has been forever since I have written in here. omg! Just been so busy! I went to brussels 2 weeks ago and have just been busy with hw n stuff...skool is almost out!! I cant wait!!! I just got my hair but and highlighted today!!! It looks cute!! I'M GOING TO PROM!!! I CANT WAIT!!! My dress is so pretty! It's black and white...I'll bring back pics!!! I get to go in a limo and everything!!! Im still with nick..Monday was 2 months!!! Im actually gonna make it past 3 months this time!!! lol.I miss him. Right now he is in Germany for soccer...he gets back on Saturday and I get to see him so yeah...im happy. um...im tryin to think of stuff to say, so much goes on here its hard to keep track of all of it.It sucks here. Half my friends are leaving this summer and all my other friends will be seniors next year and theyll be gone...I'll Be all alone. :( o well. God i want the 20th of June to be here so bad! I'LL BE 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!! and ill be in florida!!! 1 MONTH!!!! i cant wait. well ima go I gotta pick out a cute outfit for tomorra!! luv yas lots!!
Hello people!! How you doin!?! I havent been on here in a while...I just got back from Germany on Wednesday...That was cool. I met 2 guys....one thought I had a fat ass and wanted to play air hockey with me....and the other one kept telling me I was pretty and everything...he was sweet and really cute too. lol. But yeah I got to hang out on the base with him for like an hour and a half. we had a lot in common actually!! It was cool. I cut my hair...It is sort! But it is really cute and girly.
I gots really good news!!! I AM COMING BACK TO THE STATES THIS SUMMER!!!! I fly into Miami on June 20th (MY BIRTHDAY)lol. And I am gonna be there til July 26. We have to get together!!!! FUN FUN!!! I was thinkin and it wud be so cool if you guys could come over here and see me!!! Then we could show u around England...but yeah! That would be like so cool. You guys could see our crappy base and meet my friends...and my bf nick if we are still together. lol. I dunno, we are breaking up when summer comes around...but yeah long story. But he thinks Kelsey is hott!!!! but yeah. God I gotta go back to school tomorra. :( I dont wanna have to face all the drama and crap. O well. Well I can't think of anything else to say....Madison teach me how to put pics on here so I can put some on so ya'll can see crappy England and everyone here!!!!
HOLA!!! God I hate you guys...You all have fun, interesting lives...mine is boring. :( This past week has been sorta boring...but some stuff has happened n yea...ima tell you bout it!
1) Aby's boyfriend, terry, got online the other day and bitched me out...he was sayin that I lost all of my friends for nick and shit like that...and yeah 2) Aby is mad at me...she thinks I was saying shit about her and cheerleading...I so hope she doesn't come out for it next year. lol. 3) I finally have a B in Geometry!!! I had a C for the lonest time. 4) I got my hair cut yesterday!! It is sooo short but really cute!!! 5) Tomorra I leave for Germany for spring break. YAY!! 6) My boyfriend is so stupid...for many reasons. 7) My friend, Eddie, calls me "Pumbaa" from The Lion King for some reason and I actually answer to is every once and a while...its sad
And yeah I think that is everything...well for the moment...but there is so much drama over here I will probably have a lot of other shit to say after spring break...Life here sucks ass. :( I miss FLORIDA!!!
Wow! I haven't been on here in forever! That's because my stupid computer was working. :( o well...but yeah! Wow!! Madison sent me pics and they are all so pretty!!! lol! Damn gurl you look so differnt!!! So does kelsey!!! hehe!! Well I gotsta go eat and then Im gonna go work out with my mommy!!! I'll write more tomorra!!!
Wow am I tired. It's only 8:30 here 2. We had testing today and then we had to like cram in classes in 3 hours plaus lunch. lol. It was funny. each class was like a half an hour long. but yeah....anyways. I found out the my ex ex boyfriend, eddie, still likes me and wants to go back out with me! I don't know what to do!!! Im so confused! I dont want a boyfriend! I just wanna be able to flirt and do what I want!!! IM GONNA STAY SINGLE!!! lol. It sux when a lot of ppl like you and you dont even know y. I dont think Im that pretty and I dont see how anyone would wanna be with me after everything I did 2 nick...but o well. I aint gonna worry about it! Ahh I got a pack of cigs today!!! I am sooo happy! yeah I started smoking...dnt ask y though, Im not to sure. lol.yeah I can't wait to have one. Ive been craving em. well ima go. got hw to do!!
Ugh! Im so tired!!! Yesterday was a busy day. Nick came over at like 6:30 in the morning and woke me up and i went to bed friday nite at 12!!! But yeah. then around 10 we went to York, a city about an hour away. We went and saw FAME. It was cool. Then we did a lil shopping and went to eat at a chinese restaurant. but yeah anyways...today was ok. I went up to base for church and then we went to Leeds, another big city, and did some shoppin. SO yeah now I am really tired...but I have so much crap to do!!! o well. Man I wanna be in the states so bad. I like it over here but I wanna be back there. It is soo cold here and the people are a bunch of poopy heads! Im getting ready to start counting down the days til I come back for the summer!! Real shopping and real food! God I can't wait. lol. WEll Ima go. Gotta crap load of shit to do!!!
OMG! I had like one of the best days of my life today!!!! Nick came over and surprised me this morning...which wasn't a very good thing. I looked like crap. (still in bed) but yeah. Well we talked upstairs for a lil bit then came down here and made breakfast. he taught me how to make an omlete. lol. So then I decided I was gonna make banana nut bread to show him I could do something by myself and I forgot to put the eggs in. hehe. Well I guess that is just me since Im the typical blond. :) o well. Then we went back upstairs and watch a movie. but yeah he left..I got online and looked at stuff then I went and babysat. OMG was that hard, lol. There were 3 kids I had to babysit and 2 of them were fine. but there was one little girl who would just not go to bed. She was driving me crazy!!! o well that's over now. But wow I felt like such a little kid. I got to watch Beauty and the Beast!! I haven't seen that movie in forever!! hehe. I love that movie too. I know, I know...the little girl is still in me! Then we watch spongebob. That is like the only thing good about watching little little kids...you get to be a little kid yourself! I love that. Well enough rambling on about being a little kid. God...now Im annoyed. Im talking to this guy and he is making me mad. He knows that I only like him as a friend and he is trying to get me to go to the movies with him. I NEED EXCUSES!!! lol. I want it to be June already. I can't wait for it to come. Of course my birthday is on the 20th. but besides that I get to go to PROM!! Im a freshman and I going!!! YAY!! o yeah shows you how good I am! lol. (no Im not a slut) even though that is what half my school thinks. Im just a big flirt. but yeah. Im talking to my friend from London Central!! he is a really big black guy and is soo cool. but yeah. I think I am done for tonite. so ima go!!
URGH!!! Today I woke up at 2 in the morning and had to go to the emergency room and found out I have an ear infection...:( It hurts so bad. o well. So now I am at a family friends house and Im supposed to be resting. Well yeah. nuttin has really gone on today. I can into school late and was only in class for an hour and a half...we had class photos today. Like always I had to look really cute even though I feel like shit. lol. I guess that's just the girly girl in me! Man I need to do something. I guess I could do my geometry homework... I have a C in that class! I have never had a C before!!! It's hard tho...but yeah. Well Im gonna go cuz I wanna sleep!
Well...I guess in a way life is a little better and a little worse than before. My boyfriend (nick) broke up with me, again, because of stupid rumors he heard but we are still friends so I guess that is all that really matters. AND right now (supposivly) my best friend hates me cuz of stuff she has heard. I swear that is all people do here is talk crap. But o well. Today in school we had to pick our classes for next year and I am gonna take marine biology...I went around school today telling everyone I was gonna be a marine biologist when I grow up. lol. dont ask y. I found out a lot of stuff today that I really didn't want to know, I HAVE LIKE NO FRIENDS!!!! Nick was like the only person I would ever hang out with and now 1/2 the time he aint around. And my ex friend (lol) Aby told my friend Ashley that now that me and nick aren't together, I'm not gonna have anyone. And its true!!! Today we were sitting in the hallway at lunch and I was all alone. But yeah...enough with feeling sorry for myself... Then I found out that my ex ex boyfriend Eddie and his best friend both like me a lot and it kills cuz they are like my best friends!!! :( Well yeah I gotta go cuz Im not at my house! well I'll tell you more about my crappy ass life at menwith hill lata!
God. I am soo stupid. My boyfriend decides he is gonna go back out with me and then i gotta go and screw it up already. 5 DAYS and I have already screwed up!!!! I lied to him about making out with some guy when I went to Germany. God I hate that. The people here are so retarded, they are always running their mouths. Telling people there business and other people's too. It drives me crazy. I dont know how I put up with it all the time. There are rumors goin around that I fucked some guy from my school who is totally ugly and not my type and then all this stuff about me making out with people. God! This place is too small and it is really starting to piss me off. but o well. I am just so upset about my boyfriend. He is all mad now. but at least he hasnt broken up with me. Well gotta finish homework.
oh my god, today has been actually pretty good.I talked to nick (my ex) on the phone and we argued a lil cuz i have been in germany for cheerleading and he didnt trust me there with my schools basketball team but yeah. anyways, well now we are back together!!! score! i love him and we broke up cuz of my dumb ass anyways. so yeah. I am so happy! wow! I am so tired. i didnt get home until 4 this morning and I am dead. lol. but yeah. nothing else has really happened today. hopefully tomorra will be better when everyone finds out our team got 2nd place and I got all tournament! lol.
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